I'm the very passionate sort, and consequently I am thrown about often by the highs and lows of life. I am determined to find restoration and healing in my Father, but it's a slow and sometimes painful process. However, I know deep in my heart that my identity rests in God, and I am no happier anywhere else.
I feel called to great things in the future, but right now I know it is my time to learn how to walk with God without fumbling so frequently. I am desperate to hear His Word and truly experience him in relationship. Unfortunately, though I can be a very strong, determined (and even stubborn) woman, I have not channeled this strength into my journey with God. I have been so wounded so much in my previous years that I sadly use my persistence to believe negative, foul beliefs and thoughts.
However, I am determined to turn that around by the grace and gentleness of God's hand. God has planted in me deep desires, a great love, and strong will and this is my time to learn how to use them for the glory of His Kingdom.
This is my journey with God. My, let's say, process of learning how to walk before it is God's will that I run.
